If you haven’t figured it out by now this being a disciple thing is not easy. Not only is the life rather demanding but just trying to figure things out can hurt your brain. For instance, if sin is falling short of Gods glory i.e. not living up to what God designed me to be, everything in my life comes into question. The way I talk to my wife, my thoughts on current events, how I spend my money, the way I spend my time and anything else you want to add. When sin is seen in this context, not as breaking a rule but falling short of an expectation, its not hard to see why the Biblical picture is one of a broken humanity.